Cant Wait for Fall Break

So fall break is coming up and Im so excited. A whole week at home. And no Im not being sarcastic. Its just that I like going home, the setting and everything make it a great place to go. I always think about when Im older and have kids and tell the kids being like oh for Christmas were going to Grandma and Grandpas house. And its an idillic setting. Not the suburban sprawl or in a city. Out in the country, fresh air. Amaziness during the fall and winter.

Speaking of kids and home and all that. So our family friends are going to be out of town that week for Thanksgiving. So I told water polo boy that we could hang and he could come over and stuff. He said he got really excited. I told him we could play house. He said and I quote "If we play house then Im the dad. You know what that means".... So yeah ;). Cant wait to find out what that means. Haha just kidding. I know what it means. Im excited. But yeah should be a fun week. And not just with him but with friends and family and people that I have not seen in forever.

In the mean time. Just doing school stuff and work and hanging out with the guys. An update on the one friend, we have just texted this week. Taken things slow. On everyone else. We talk and thats about it. haha. But yeah, I cant wait till next week. WOO HOO!

To Answer a Few Questions

Ok, so my last blog got a couple of comments that I figure I should answer and explain my self so you can sort of understand where I am coming from. The first thing is, is that me and water polo boy while we expressed that we really like each other and wish we could be together and want to be together, we understand that living 5 hours away from each other doesn't help and if we are going to be in a relationship it would be kinda dumb since we haven't seen each other since summer.

Next thing is with the new guy and my time commitment to the fraternity and to him and to other obligations in my life. There is a quote we use in the Greek System.

"From the outside looking in you can never understand it. From the inside looking out you can never explain it."

It sums up a lot of how people look at the Greek system, and how a lot of people apart of fraternities and sororities feel. I mean its hard for me to explain to him why I am so busy. And while Im sure he understands that yes I have obligations its hard for me to explain that it takes up a lot of my time. And that yeah, I would be more than happy to have him over at the house and hang out and stuff, its just that I kind of get uneasy when he is here like someone is going to question us and stuff. And I know guys have friends over and hang out all the time and stuff, but I dont know, I guess its just a thought always in the back of my head. And now if your going to get on me about coming out and stuff, just save it. Where Im at in my life right now, theres no need for me to and I am comfortable with where I am at now.

Anyways, Its hard for me to tell him that I am busy and expect him to make plans around my time. Granted we would have to work together on each others time schedule to make things work. But who knows. I don't even know if I am interested in him still. Every time we talk, I get a little annoyed. Every time we hang out we dont really talk about anything that really interest me. He has a somewhat materialistic personality and way. Its explainable knowing where he grew up. But yeah, I dont know if Im searching for reasons not to like him or what. But yeah, Im ok with not having anything steady. Its perfectly fine with me.

Oh yeah, and the thing about being the exemplary frat boy. When you go into something you don't just give 30%. Well at least I don't. And I bought in to all the ideals of this brotherhood, so I am going to do anything for it. Its my way of life now and I am not going to give anything less than my best.

Any other questions or comments please feel free to ask. But for now Im off to class. Ugh its going to be a long day/week.

Backfire?

Ok, So I talked about my plan in my last post. Well heres the thing. My plan worked. He fell for me, took the bait and now we have hung out a lot the past couple of days. Damn this kid moves fast for someone saying they want to be just friends. But anyways, Im wondering if my plan backfired on me. So hes is like a 7 out of 10 on the hotness scale, and is straight acting and chill and fun to be with so everything sounds like its going good.

Then I remembered why it would be easier to just find someone in the Greek system. Because they know what kind of busy schedule it is. I was busy this whole weekend doing things with the fraternity and will be today, and tomorrow and most likely for the rest of the week. And he wants to hang out all the time, and I tell him I cant but I don't want it to sound like Im blowing him off. But its hard to explain the things I have to do with and for the fraternity when he doesn't understand some things because hes not in the Greek system. And I know that it sounds like all Im doing is just complaining about something very little that shouldn't matter. But at the same time the fraternity is a big part of my life right now. And I know that he showed interest in joining and stuff, but he cant even join for another year. And by then who knows, I might of moved on which then would lead to an even more awkward situation. But yeah, so I think I am going to slowly break things off. And just become friends again and then just see where it goes from there.

On another note, we had this event last night for the fraternity where all the fraternities participate and stuff and we had to dress up in costumes (like every other event). But yeah, so one of the guys from another fraternity and me were talking and hanging out. Oh yeah and on a side note, I like how when Im hammered wasted I cannot remember a girls name for the life of me yet when Im hammered drunk and Im talking to a hot guy I can remember their name like its going to save my life. Haha. So me and this guy were talking and it was pretty cool. I was wasted. And he was pretty hot. Then one of his fraternity brothers comes up in a onesies pajamas for his costume, but he has it unzipped and half way down so hes topless and you can see the waistband to his underarmor peeking through around his waist. But he had the definition of a perfect body. Not to big and muscly but yet a good amount of muscle. Not an ounce of body fat on him and a hot face. And even on his back a couple scrapes and scratches from playing football earlier that day, that would normally be weird. But the thought of him playing football just made the scrapes hot. Haha. So when he came up to us I was trying to stare to much at his perfect body, but looking at him in the eyes turned me on even more. But yeah. Oh to dream.

Playing the Game

So yesterday me and my new friend hung out. The one who said not to fall for him. He came over to the frat house and we played some Xbox and watched TV and just hung out with the other guys. It was his first time ever being in a frat house. He said just being there wanted to make him join because of all the activity going on (even tho yesterday was a slow day around here). But anyways, he was pretty chill, got along with all the guys. Hes cool enough and straight acting where he can hang here and no one questions. But yeah it kind of caught him off guard when like 4 or 5 of the guys just walked around in their boxers and nothing else. I because kind of immune to it, but it was a little bit of a shocker to him. I had to make sure he didn't stare too long by distracting him with conversation. Haha.

But yeah so after we hung out at the house, I had to work then after work we met up. We went back to his house. He still lives at home and stuff, but we went to his house after getting a quick bite to eat. It was funny cause his mom stayed up. He just told his parents last week that he was gay. But their the only ones that know about him besides a few close friends. But yeah, we got to his house. I met his mom. We went and played some of the new Call of Duty. Played that for a while then just watched some TV. But yeah, so in my last post I talked about how he told me he just wanted friends and stuff like that and its hard to meet people and have them not fall for him. So heres my plan. I wont fall for him, I'll make him fall for me. Genius idea right? I think it has already stated. He texts me all the time, and wants me to go to the movies with him tonight, and on trips with him and stuff. So yeah the plan is in action. Haha. But yeah just thought I would give you a quick update. Off to class, then work, the movie with the stuff muffin. Haha. Oh yeah he looks a lot like the guy in the picture. Oh and he has an iPhone. Humm, what a coincidence.

Fun Weekend, Mixed Emotions

Went and visited a couple friends this past weekend. Its about a 5 hour drive to see them. But its worth it. Been friends with them since way back when in school and stuff and did everything together in high school and stuff so it was good to see them. I usually see them about once or twice a year. But it was also good to get away and be able to drive by myself and be able to get some thinking time in. What I thought about I don't really remember but for sure it helped clear my mind.

Recently I have been texting the water polo player from way back when. I don't know if you remember him or not but hes from one of my earlier posts. The one with the brown hair. He goes to school about 5 hours away from here so we haven't really seen each other since summer, but we have been texting ever since the start of school pretty regularly. We use to just text back and forth about hot guys and stuff like that and how we wanted each other and stuff. But recently it has become a little more serious then that. And just last night he spilled it all about he sees me more than a hook up and that he really wants to be with me as more than just a fuck buddy. I told him that I sort of had the same feelings for him but just wasnt sure how to act on them. So yeah, we will see how things work out because like I told him, I could see my self with him, its just that the distance doesnt work in our favor and I wouldnt want to feel like im holding him back from meeting anyone where he is. Or me from meeting anyone either. Although I know if we were "together" I would be committed to him and not mess around with anyone.

So that brings up this guy that I hung out with last night. Hes really chill. In the same situation as me. We hung out last night and just talked about stuff. Hes really cute and is just an all around great guy. I could see me falling for him. But heres the thing, as we were talking last night he was talking about how he is sick of all guys wanting is just sex and hooking up, and that he wants to be able to be friends with guys and not have them fall for him cause the end up usually falling for him. So yeah, that kind of put a damper on the way I saw him. So yeah, now were gonna be "just friends" and hang out I guess. I don't really know. I guess this is a good thing If I do get serious with water polo player.

But anyways. We have today of for Veterans Day and I would like to say thank you to those that have served and those that are serving now. Without you nothing would be possible. But as for the day off, Im spending it doing homework and catching up and trying to finish out the semester strong.

Life is crazy, take it one step at a time. There is a time for hunting and a time for waiting, everything in between will happen if it happens.

Its Halloween Already?

So sorry I haven't posted in a while. Its just with everything going on these posts become few and far between. But anyways, so happy its halloween. Going to a couple of different parties tonight should be fun. Also its game day so going to the game today, should be a fun time.

A lot of the brothers went home for the weekend so there's not many people here, but that is why I am hanging out with some other friends and stuff this weekend. So I don't know if I have mentioned before or not, but I have told one girl that is in a sorority that I do have some interest in guys and stuff. So me and her always talk about the hotties that are around here.

But there's this pledge in another fraternity that not only me and her, but everyone thinks is amazingly hot. So we always text back and forth about him cause he is in one of my classes, so i stare at him all day. But anyways, so the fraternity guy that I hooked up with, I was on his Facebook page and I saw where it said he became friends with the pledge. Now this pledge is not in my fraternity or the guy who I hooked up with frat. And it doesnt seem like they would cross paths that often, so im pretty sure the guy i hooked up with added the pledge as a friend, and is trying to get some. So in that case, I will try and get some also. Haha. But yeah we will see how that goes.

But yeah, hung out with a kid from one of my classes who is in the same situation as me, expect hes not in a fraternity but he is on the track team. So we hung out the other night and went to the track to run, it was different but fun, never thought I would have to run 2 miles just to get with someone, and in the end not get with them. Well at least not yet. He asked me if I was the type of person that acted on impulses as we were sitting next to each other. I take it he was trying to give me a hint, but I just said that I tend to second guess everything. Hope that doesn't ruin my chances. But yeah were gonna hang out again, hopefully it works out. But if I do end up hooking up with him he will be the second D1 track athlete that I have hooked up with. Damn I should just start making my way through the teams. Theres a basketball player thats in one of my classes that is hot, a golf player, a couple european tennis players, and oh the football players. Theres a list of them. But yeah, off to get ready for the day and the game. Hopefully I have some fun tonight and meet some new people. Hope everyone has a safe and fun holiday. (Oh yeah, the one picture is of frat boys in training, and the other picture is a frat boys idea of a costume)

Life is crazy

So I know all semester I have been talking about how crazy life is, and how busy I already am. But into the second week of October and yeah, Im like pedal to the medal right now of things I need to do. With date dances, one of our biggest parties of the year, some football games, plus headed out of town for halloween. Thats just the social aspect. Then I have work plus school work and like 3 papers all due by the end of this month. So trying to find time to even sleep is hard. But yeah, I don't really know when Im going to work now because I use to just on weekends but the next 5 weekends I have requested off. So I guess week nights when I should be doing school work? Not that I really need to work, my parents still send me money and would be ok with me not working. But its the aspect of working, in an economy like this to have a job is lucky, and while I basically work to pay my booze bill its still feels somewhat rewarding. Not only is it October that is busy, but every weekend up to Thanksgiving I have something planned and am busy. Ugh, this is when something like a nightly fuck or at least a blow job comes in to help relieve stress.

I don't really have much to talk about along the lines of guys or even girls for that matter. Umm I have been crazy busy and haven't partied that much and basically do nothing fun it seems like. The hot guys in my classes are still hot. Girls still try and get with me and I act somewhat interested. Umm havent hung out the wrestler lately. I would say the only bright part is that my first water polo player that I hooked up with (One of my first posts) well he texts me now everyday, we usually end up sexting each other. But yeah I get to see him at the end of the month. He goes to school like 5 hours away, but Im gonna drive and see him and then were going to a concert. So that should be a fun/interesting weekend. Hopefully Ill get him to do a threesome. Haha. But yeah.

This whole living in a fraternity house thing is starting to get to me. Well I enjoy it still, its just a couple dumb guys that I could do with out. But all in all I still like it. I guess Im just wanting to move out so then I can hookup whenever I want is the main reason. But for now Im good. Partying like usual. Haha.

The fall finally came and its amazing. Its my favorite season because its all about change. I hate being static. Change is good for everything and everyone. But yeah. Off to class. If anyone has any questions just let me know, Im down to answer anything.

A quick post before class

So yeah, played some drinking games with a couple of the guys last night. Was pretty fun. I dont know if you remember or not but I mentioned about one of the new guys in one of my first posts about how he just oozes cool and is amazingly hot. So he was playing with us last night, and then I got this text from him late late at night before I was about to go to bed that said your a drunk slut. So I replied. Your drunk I want you. So even tho we were just messing around and kidding, I wasn't really kidding. Hahah but yeah, maybe he will be down someday to mess around. Who knows.

Our pledges are crazy, always taking their shirts off and wrestling with each other for fun. But damn I don't know how much longer I can control my self with them. Haha. Big bro night should be a fun night, all I know is I want a hot pledge. Haha. But yeah, I want to hook up again with the wrestler that I mentioned before. But he had family in town this past weekend and has two big tests this week, so yeah, not much time for us. Im still trying to figure him out.

I don't really have much to go into detail in this post. Sorry for basically just putting up a filler post. I mean I could go into talking about all the hot guys in my classes, but that would get me nowhere. So yeah, off to class and to try and find someone to hook up with in the 3rd floor bathroom that no one ever uses. Hahah. So yeah, peace out.

An Amazing Find...

So there is application on iPhone that I suggest everyone with an iPhone get. It's called Grindr and it is for guys and you can find guys close to you and stuff. But the reason why I suggest people get it is because there are not many people on there. Well at least many on there that I think are worth perusing. So there were a couple of guys that I have talked to on there but nothing more. Then one day not only 1 but 2 guys are on there that seem pretty normal, and are actually pretty hot. So yeah we ended up talking, and one is my age, and one is a senior at one of the local high schools. So we get to talking and both of them want to meet up with me but they are only free on the same day. So I had to do some time management including skipping one of my classes to be able to hang with both.

So I first met with the high school senior. He just got out of class and wanted me to come over and hook up. So he said I could come to his house but we had to be quick because he only had so much time before his younger sister got home from school. So I went over to his house. He was pretty hot. In good shape, volleyball player. So he leads me to this room, it was the office. I kinda looked around with a confused look on my face. But yeah we started to mess around in the office and yeah, it was going pretty nice. Then he realized that we had been messing around for an hour and a half. He knew we needed to hurry up. I guess he wasn't close so he told me just to bust. I felt kinda bad but he told me to like 3 times. So I didn't want to be rude or anything. But then I realized there was nothing to clean up with. BECAUSE we were in the office. haha. So he told me just to shoot on the floor. Umm ok then. So I did. Cleaned up really quick then got dressed, and he showed me to the door on his way out to pick up his sister. It was all kinda awkward. Haha.

So after hanging out with him, I headed home and did some school work, then ate dinner. Soon after finishing dinner I get a call from the second guy. He wants to meet up and hang out. So Im down. I drive over to see him, and we meet up at the local starbucks. It was weird that he knew someone working, but yeah was still pretty chill. We hung out at the starbucks for around 3 hours just talking. I don't think that I have ever spent that much time in a Starbucks but it was worth it. Haha. So since they were starting to mop up and clean up everything we decided it was time to go. I convinced him that we should go back to his place and watch a movie. Told him I was scared of scary movies. So yeah. We go back to his place, he still lives with his parents. Haha. So I got to meet his mom. But yeah we went to his room put on a scary movie and cuddled for a little while. He kept teasing me that he was going to kiss me. But yeah, then he finally kissed me. It was amazing. So much better than the first guy that night. It wasn't awkward this time or anything. We made out and one thing led to another, and then another. It was all pretty hot. He has an amazing body and is just so easy to be able to squeeze. But yeah, I hope things work out with him. He use to be a wrestler in school, and races motocross, and likes football. All of these things, plus being straight acting add up to amazingness. If I were to ever be with a guy for any reason, I see it being him. We connected on so many things, and yet still had room for more to talk about.

But yeah, off to another good weekend, and then yeah I have no clue. Crazy tired and just trying to catch up on all my sleep so I do not get sick. haha.

Pledges and a Small World

So we finally have pledges. We have had them for a week or so. And yes, we finally had our first pledge event. So great. It involved water and shirts getting ripped off. Im just waiting for a couple of weeks until their pants come off. I was offered a blow job by one of the drunk pledges at a party. And funny thing is is that it was around everyone. Were just sitting there, and he wanted to go home but he was way to drunk to walk home, so we were waiting for a friend to come pick him up. And I was all, hey just wait here till your friend gets here to take you home. His response was Dude take me home now, if you take me home now I'll give you a blow job. Now while that sounded intriguing at the moment, I had to play it off like I didn't want it. But yeah, maybe I will hit him up later on that offer. He is also roommates with one of the brothers that always hits on me too, so maybe they have fun between them selves. Oh those private catholic school boys, the things they do. Haha.

So anyways, Im sitting in class today and this girl is sitting next to me. She sees the basketball shorts Im wearing, and asks if thats where I went to high school. And I said yeah. I asked her how she knew where it was. And get this her boyfriend is the Quarterback from a couple stories back that I talked about how we have talked and I always fantasized about him. I couldn't look at her the same now. Watching her mouth as she talked, knowing that his dick has been it. Looking up and down her body, knowing he has fucked her like crazy. Ugh I was so envious of her. Why couldn't he do that to me? Just one time, cause after that I know he would want more. But just imagining him all over her got me turned on right there in class. Ugh Im dying to hook up. But yeah headed out of town for the weekend with a couple brothers and some sorority girls. Headed up to the cabin. I know that this cute guy from another fraternity is going too. So we will see if anything comes about a lot of alcohol and me trying to make a move. Haha. But yeah, hope everyone has a good weekend.

Ok, So finally some hooking up news

Ok, so I can finally talk about a hook up that I had. Well actually just had. I really couldn't wait to get home and type this so I could tell someone. Since I can't actually tell anyone personally. So I was browsing craigslist just like everyone else. Just to see what's out there. I have only sent a few emails to people who sounded like they were in the same situation as me. But anyways. So I came across this post that said they were a college student and straight and looking to mess around so it caught my eye. So it had a picture and the body was pretty hot. So I replied to the post and told them to send a face pic. Once they replied I was surprised to find out it was a guy that I knew that was in another fraternity. So I was unsure at first, if it was just a fake email and stuff like that or if he just found that picture of the guy off facebook or something. So I sent a picture of me, I was taking a big risk right there. So then he sent a picture back, full body nude picture. Then I knew it was REAL. We had never really met before, just knew of each other and that we both were in fraternities, never really talked or anything at all actually. So that was this past summer when I was at home. I said I was coming down for the weekend that weekend but ended up he was out of town. We were already friends on facebook and stuff.

So I dont know what it was but all the sudden he stopped talking to me. No email no nothing. I would try and facebook chat with him or over AIM but he would never respond. He sent me his phone number one time but I never texted or called him before. So one time I emailed him and he told me that his friends hacked his account and that he really wasn't like that and didn't know what I was talking about. So then I got a little down, because I thought I had been played and stuff so I just brushed it aside. So when I got back to school I was browsing again on Craigslist and little to my surprise I saw a post by him again. So I thought I would give it one more shot. Sent an email. Didn't respond. Sent a instant message, didn't respond. So I finally decided to text him.

me-hey hows it going its...from email
him-oh hey, its going pretty good
me-so what are you up to?
him-nothing much just hanging out.
me-oh thats cool, well if your ever down to mess around let me know

NO RESPONSE.
So I decided to text him again saying i was on the DL and no one knows about me. Again no response. So then I gave up.

So Im sitting with some of the brothers, just watching TV and stuff tonight and all the sudden I get this text. And its from him.

him-You still up man?
me-Yeah, what are you up to?
him-Just home, long day, kinda horny
me- Nice, need me to take care of it
him-Im down, where at?
me- I dont know, know of any places

So then we went back and forth of where we should meet, he wanted to come pick me up, but that would be a little awkward to get picked up in front of a fraternity house. So after going back and forth, he just told me to come over to his place and we would just have to keep quiet cause one of his roommates was home, and another one was coming home soon.


So I change shirts and head over there. Not a far drive, just a couple of blocks away. Some apartments across from the school. I call him and ask where to park, I could of parked on the street but he told me to come into the complex and park in front of his garage. (Wrong move, you will find out later). So I pull up and hes waiting out side. Basketball shorts and a tank top. Hot as fuck. Oh I forgot to mention, he is one of the hottest fraternity guys ever. His part time job is at Abercrombie just standing there half naked. Enough said. So I spit my gum out and get out of the car. Hes waiting out side, shakes my hand and that little hug thing, like were old time friends.

We walk in and head up stairs, were quiet and I can hear his roommates TV on. When we get to the top of the stairs there are 3 doors. All leading to bedrooms. His is to the right and a roommates directly across from his door with his door open. His roommate however had his back to the door while he was on the computer, and there was a door right next to his for the other roommate that was at work.

We get into his room, nothing special, just a bed some posters and a desk. Kinda messy, clothes everywhere, underwear everywhere. It was kinda hot. He says that he has had a long day, I set my wallet and phone and keys on the edge of the desk. He slides his sandals off and grabs my hand and pulls me to the bed. He falls down on the bed on his back and I land on top of him. I go into kiss him but he turns his head. (Damn, one of these guys) I'll get him to one day. I start kissing his neck and ear, and move down to his collarbone. At the same time his hands are running up and down my back and grabbing my ass. He reaches in between our bodies and sticks his hands down my jeans and grabs my dick. I start to kiss his upper chest while he tugs on my dick a couple times.

I start to move my way down and slide up his shirt, his smooth body and hard abs were amazing to kiss. I slide down his basketball shorts and immediately start to sick his dick. Hes completely shaved down there. His dick isn't the biggest I have seen, but its good size and perfect thickness. I start to do work on him. Im at the end of the bed on my knees on the ground, and his legs are bend over the bed and feet touching the ground. Im working on him for a couple minutes then all the sudden he pushes me up and he gets up and pulls his shorts up. His other roommate just showed up. He gets up and locks the door and turns some music on to drown out the sound. Even tho we were being completely silent.


He comes back and lays further up on the bed. I pull his shorts back down and now im laying on the bed on my stomach in between his legs. I grab his dick and wrap my lips around it again, I start doing everything I know how to do, trying to make it the best so he calls me back. I get his dick nice and wet and start sucking/jacking it good. He takes two hands and put them on the back of my head, I feel his hips start to move up and down. I slide up so Im on my knees and can get a better angle. He starts to thrust his hips into my face. The tip of his dick touching the back of my throat now, faster and faster. I can feel his leg start to shake underneath my arm. I knew he was getting close. So I take my hands and start to work his balls while hes face fucking me.

I hear him wisper that he is close, so I start to go a little faster till I feel the warmth ooze out of his dick. I had my mouth around it while he did it, but he didnt shoot, more of an oozier, so it just went all over my lips, and I played around so it was all over my face. I looked up at him and he had the most amazed look on his face and look satisfied. I got up and sat at the end of the bed, looking for something to clean my mouth up with. He got up and walked over to his desk and got some tissue and cleaned him self up, handed me one and I wiped up my mouth.

He told me that it was great and its what he really needed. So he told me to wait and see what the situation was with his roommates. He comes back in and says that the roommate that showed up for work is a little upset that he had to park on the street cause there was a car in the driveway. It being mine. To top it off the guy I just hooked up with said that he didn't have anyone over, so the roommates were all unsure of whos car it was. So he comes back in the room and we start whispering to each other. He tells me to give him my keys so he can move my car, im reluctant at first and a little worried. What if this is some sort of sick joke and they take my car somewhere and do something to it, or I dont even know the endless possibilities. So after about 2 minutes of what felt like a life time, I hand over my keys to him. He tells me to stay in his room and wait. I figure if anything happens to my car, I have collateral and come back and tell his roommates and stuff. But no need for that.

So as im waiting in his room. I can hear his roommates talk and wonder about whos car it is. So I have a sticker on my window of the letters of my fraternity, so they start to wonder about that too. I can hear them talk and I try not to move so no noises come from the room as hes gone. I couldnt really hear what they were saying after that, but I dont know if the guy just talks loud or a little upset. Then I hear him say, Oh I guess he moved it. The guy moved it. And Im thinking ok thats a good sign. But they still are wondering whos car it was and who moved it. I get a text from the guy, he said he would be back in a minute and had to park a street away. I said ok. In like the next 2 minutes he walked back in the room. Kept the door cracked a little to see when his roommate would have his back to us. Waited, waited then said lets go. As were walking out, I look to see who his other roommate is. Turns out its another major hottie but from a different fraternity. I could tell by his shirt and I knew who he was. So here I am sneaking out of this guys room, while the other roommates doors are open but backs to us. Very risky. A house full of hot frat guys. I saw who the 3rd room mate was in a picture on his wall, hes in the same fraternity as the guy I hooked up with, hot but not as hot as the other two.

So we make our way down the stairs. He hands me my keys and tells me where he parked my car. I tell him to hit me up anytime and I would be down. I make my way to my car and get in. Everything is ok with it. I drive back to the fraternity house, and have to hurry. A girl is there waiting for me so we can study for our test tomorrow. Everyone wondered where I went and why I changed and was gone for only 15 minutes. I say I had to pick something up. Shes in my room waiting on my couch studying all ready. I get my notebook and start to study with her. The whole time were sitting close, I get nervous. Wondering if she can smell the cum on my breath or even on my hands still. I start to worry but she has other thing on her mind as shes texting.

So I text him back
me-sorry if that was awkward, hope we can do it again tho

no response. Oh no, this again.

me-Hit me up whenever you have time. I dont need anything in return.
him- fo sho

So at least I have a chance again. But yeah about the whole not needing anything in return that was somewhat a lie. I know next time if we have more time I'll get him to work on me a little. But yeah that was my excitement for the night. Finished writing this in the morning. Now have to get ready for class. But yeah I hope this becomes a regular thing and we find a time when his roommates are not home so we can have time. Well at the same time I hope his one roommate discovers us so he can join in too. Haha. Oh yeah and the pictures in this post are of him. I cropped his face out and stuff, but those are his body shots. Amazing.

Busy Week, But College Football is here to save me.

So, Im sorry I haven't posted in a few days. With taking a lot of units, and working 20+ a week, and being in a fraternity. It all sort of wears me down. But yeah. So rush week is in full swing. And we have a good group of prospects and others that are interested. A lot of hotties too, so thats a good thing. Haha. Theres this one prospect that we joke about is gay, hes cool and stuff, but people just have a feeling that hes gay. Which I wouldnt mind. Hes pretty cute. But yeah. So with that going on and a bunch of other stuff, Im just crazy stressed out. I really need to get laid. I mean other then that BJ a week or so ago, thats been about it. And yeah, while girls are hot and stuff, I like to change it up. I want to hook up with a guy, its what I need for right now. Theres this guy in another fraternity that I know is gay. Well hes straight but messes around with guys. And I have come across his ad a couple of times on craigslist. ( I just go to browse when im bored) but yeah. I have hit him up a couple times and stuff, but he rarley ever responds or says hes busy. Hes really hot. Your typical frat jock, built, nice smile. So yeah hopefully I can get him to hook up. But until then.

But yeah, so college football is here and I am so happy. I love the suspense of the game and everything. But yeah, we have a home game later today, so gonna head over for that. I don't think im gonna drink for this one, just so I remember it. But yeah, should be so much fun.

Sorry if my posts are not that interesting. Just trying to get my life organized right now. But yeah, and hopefully I get some action soon so then I can post the good stuff. Haha.

Oh Saturday...

So I realized that this year is going to be crazy hectic. With a big class load, and work, and all the things we do in the fraternity, I don't know if I will ever have time for just me. But who knows. But yeah Hopefully I am able to balance all this stuff and still find some time for hopefully someone special, if not some hot times. But yeah. We will see where the year takes me. Also I cant wait for this coming weekend. COLLEGE FOOTBALL. Its going to be amazing, with games starting on Thursday and going all the way through Saturday, it should be fun.

Woke up today a little hung over, went over to my friends apartment last night and hung out with all the guys, and then went to another party a couple of apartments down, and yeah. It was fun. Was getting looked at by this one guy, he's in another fraternity but I didn't know it at the time. But yeah, he was looking really good last night, black polo and jeans, clean cut, blond hair. So I asked around and found out his name. Then added him on facebook. So hopefully this might lead to something. But yeah, when I mean staring, I mean looking me up and down, multiple times. You would of thought that after like the 4th time we made eye contact that he would of tried and be less obvious, but he kept doing it. Even when this girl was talking to him, he was just looking past her and at me. So hopefully we can talk and hang sometime, cause I wouldn't mind spending time with him.

When Im hungover all I want to do is just lay on the couch with the fan and watch TV. So I was scanning through the channels and came across this show and found my new boyfriend. If you have seen maybe from an earlier post, you know I like the blonds. Haha so here is one to add to that. He's on that show Ruby and the Rockits on ABC family. Austin Butler. An Amazing God. Haha. But yeah, so Im trying to get in touch with the hottie at the party, and then dream about my next boy toy Austin Butler. But yeah. Off to relax some more.

Random Tuesday Thoughts.

So I just got my locker today. Students can request one if they want. And since I am taking a couple courses that involve me getting sweaty then I thought it would be convenient to have a locker. I haven't had a locker in a long time, well since high school, so a couple years. But it brings back memories of tons of naked guys, so we shall see if there are any adventures in this locker room. Its pretty big, so there is bound to be a lot of people in there, which mean one out of many has to be down for some fun. It was funny to cause as I was walking out of the locker room today and this guy was walking in, he was pretty amazing, tall, tan, built, had the schools athletic shorts on so I take it he was on of the the sports teams. But yeah, anyways so we passed each other, and he nodded and said whats up... While me on the other hand, I was a little "star struck" by his looks so when I went to say "nothing much" it just sorta blurred out of my mouth into one word that was hard to recognize and a very soft voice. I wanted to go back and say more, but thought that it would be weird. I was pissed at my self for a while after cause of house stupid I was. But then I realized that if I plan it right, I might pass him at that time everyday. So thats my plan. Haha.

Second random thought of the day, is while I love Rush Week, even tho Rush Week isn't for a couple weeks, but still talking to new guys and stuff and trying to get them to join your house and stuff, I hate it because there is always competition. And me personally I am a very competitive person, so when Im talking to a new guy, and have him "on lock" to join and stuff, and then he goes to another house, one that I am not that fond of, I don't know, it just annoys me, and I know they should check out every house and stuff, but still its like, when they start straying too far I need to reel them back in. And then when girls sit there and talk about how one house is better than another and stuff like that, that shits wack too. Sorry for all the greek reference, if you need any clearing up feel free to ask me. But yeah the fangs are out, and Im going full force, need to get the best "hottest" guys, and if I lose one to the house I hate the most, shits gonna get crazy. Haha but yeah...

So moral of today. Be calm when passing by a hot guy, they might actually talk to you. Collect your self so you know what to say and can say it. And also, don't give up on something, well until they have made a decision. Haha.

A whirlwind of a Weekend...

So this past weekend has been like the first weekend that everyone has been back, including all the new freshman...

We start school soon, and hell I forgot what classes Im taking. Haha. But yeah I think I have been drunk for the past 3 days straight. Not good on the body, but Im calming down as school is getting closer. But yeah seeing all these freshman run around is making my mind crazy.

Last night, hooked up with this girl, went up to my room, she went down on me. I finished up, two minutes later her friends called and said they were leaving, so she left with them. It was kinda nice. I didn't have to do that whole awkward talking after hookup thing. I didn't even really catch her name. Jessica or Jamie or something like that. But yeah so then like a minute after she left, I crawled into bed and like right then my roommate walked in with a bunch of friends. I acted as if I was asleep to avoid any awkwardness with all these people.

But yeah damn, all the freshman girls and guys are crazy hot. There's this one kid that I have seen the past couple of days, hes a new student, moved from the complete other side of the country. Iv talked to him the past couple of nights and he is really interested in rushing the house. Damn im interested in rushing in him. Haha jk. My attempt at humor. But anyways. I cant tell if he is gay or bi or questioning or just a pretty boy. He wears abercrombie and hollister and stuff, and so I don't know, just trying to figure him out still. We have made that eye contact across the room thing a couple of times last night so thats whats making me question about him. But yeah and then when we said hi last night, I went in for a handshake and he went in for a hand-clap hug pat on the back sorta thing. So it was a little awkward, but maybe he just wanted to get close.

Haha, but yeah, gonna go take my third nap of the day now. But yeah feel free to ask any questions and contact me. Refer me to a friend. Whatever you want to do. Haha. Peace.